nosecrets

2006-11-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

Argh. I still have one IH SIA to do. Untouched. Wonder where in the world is Dujing such that she doesn't have internet access to read my email... No progress lately. I didn't practise piano today and I don't think I will have the time to do so tmr cos I am meeting Qiu to watch Happy Feet! Shucks. My piano tch is going to *. For yesterday's piano lesson, I was stuck at Schumann the first piece as it sounded like shit to her. Fine. I suck. I know I suck at that kinda thing, so I must must must get my hands onto that piano and PRACTISE!!! TOday cca was so long. I am so not looking forward to the open assessments... unless he was just scaring us?
Anw, today I did fun stuff! I went blading! Fell down twice. And my mum wanted to help me up but I shooed her away cos I wanted to get up myself. Then she was so offended. Wadever. THen I wanted to blade to the waffle shop to eat waffle. (duh) But my mum wld only go wf me if I got off my blades and walked. So I whined and whined but she nvr got to that waffle shop and I nvr ate my waffle. Instead, she was such a big fat blob who just sat on the bench and watched me blade around (playing basketball). And when she did get up to move, she almost killed me wf the basketball. she din see me near the net and I had to hold on tightly to my dear life while balls flew ovr my head. Finally she went upstairs and peace filled the basketball court. I only like to play basketball alone. THen I can shoot however I want, do silly stuff wf nobody watching and yeah, own the whole court. But yesterday and one day last week, when I was enjoying my own privacy, these two guys barged into the court and started playing too. THey were nice in the fact that they helped me pick up my ball, waited for me to shoot... But I din like it and in fact I wanted to shoo them away cos they were using the court I booked! So I wasn't very friendly to them then...
I finished my theory hw! All thanks to KIm Jung Hoon who was singing on my MP3. Kim Jung Hoon has a very sweet voice just like his personality... He can sing higher than me, like high C, D where I will start croaking.

New mp3

2006-11-25T06:00:00.000-08:00

I finished yet another piece of hw! My essay has been sent to 3 ppl to proof read liao. Kiasu me! Can't believe I am blogging aft writing a 1000 wd essay! I hate essays cos I have to rack my brains and think sooo hard. Too bad I am not like the Spongebob Tim which can absorb info fast and squeeze all the info out anytime. For once I think spongebob is clever, other than silly. KIds central is silly. THat's where spongebob lives. I gotta finish my tuition hw aft this. I just came back from tuition btw. Actually I am considered quite slow cos I haven't touched my sias yet. Booo...That's smth I don't fancy doing too. So yeah. That's wad's keeping me busy this hols. I still got *enrichment* stuff to do. THere's still cca, music. So ppl, think twice b4 you disturb me. Jk. It's nice to catch up with friends during hols cos sch time means no time!
I recovered frm my flu yesterday! Praise the Lord! My mum's still coughing, sneezing, and I am really scared she will pass the germs back to me. Since I just recovered, I haven't really gone down to exercise much. My blades have been intact for more than 1 week! Must go and blade soon. Hope it won't rain. My arm muscles shrunk and tan gone away. Sad. I have been snacking on lots of stuff too. Bad and unhealthy me. THrow those junkies away! I must go burn fat! I played the violin for so long during cca until there's a reddish brown spot on my shoulder. Yucks. I dare not touch it. I don't believe I have such a gross looking thing on my body.
Fel just talked to Qun Yuan on MSN! Actually that was 3 hrs ago. Time passes really fast. Guess wad's Qun Yuan's doing? Downloading KOrean movies! Tt's taking her 10 hrs. And she is waiting... still. She is really enjoying her hols wf no hw, just play and more play! I can't wait to graduate nxt yr. Can I crash course my last year... starting frm now? Enthusiasm. Passion. THat's wad drives me. Nvr stop learning til I finish med sch. I want to go med sch! Suddenly. TIm wants to be a rocket scientist? Is this in demand now? I thought life science is in demand you smartie... Rocket scientist sounds as extinct as archaeology.(sp?)
Ppl! I got an mp3! Hahaha only Nicky knows why I got it. She wldn't want to say cos she acted like she didn't hear me... I said things that she didn't wanna hear, actually. anw, I am only listening to the FM cos I don't know where to download songs. YOu guys wanna recomend me sites? My mp3 is the $100 kind. Affordable for my mum. I wanted ipod but she bought this teeny weeny creative that has so many freaking functions but I don't know how to use them. I am not technical so... oh well, I can forget abt them. Attitude. (My mum will say.)

2006-11-23T05:09:00.000-08:00

Qun Yuan! Yr face is on the net! Taken downstairs at my house during blading.
I finished watching Goong! Some Yul pics here... In fact, there's only one that Floria, a Shin fan, says is cute. Not that I have limited but too much that I can't decide which to put.

Btw, now I am down wf flu. Caught the cold frm somebody. And due to a dusty "bfday hat" that my mum bought me.

Yeah. THis one. Worst bfday present this year. Last time I also caught a cold from my bfday present, this horrible black penguin which I totally regretted buying frm taka.
Don't know why I always fall sick during my bfday. Last last year I rmb I had stomachaches, few days ago aft a day trip to M'sia, I came back wf stomachaches too. Floria, Jackson, and I had to sit in the car the whole day. Jackson complained of leg cramps, and I had terrible stomachaches until I couldn't move. So, I could only lie in bed until the next morning. Not that the pain went off the next day, it was still there, just got a little used to it. And that was the day before my bfday.

2006-11-21T07:50:00.000-08:00

Since nobody likes to read my blog then I will only post pics frm now on. Fel can shut up for very long you know... Goong craze? Yeah. Left less than 1 episode to catch up. Thanks God. Why? None of yr businesses some of you... assholes!

Testing posting pics

2006-11-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

Qiu Ting was back a few days ago and she has taught me how to upload pics!

This was taken in Fudan campus.

Playing wf my new volleyball. YOu guys want my blading pics?

2006-11-20T06:49:00.000-08:00

1+1/4 hr to my bfday! Sadly, tmr 4hrs gone in the music rm... Luckily today cancelled piano class! That was the first and best phonecall I have received frm my piano teacher. Me guilty of not practising piano properly... Maybe I am bored of the same pieces.
Today I watched Goong like nobody's business! Frm 11 to now, can you imagine? Abt 12hrs leh! Now finished 13 episodes since Fri. And the last episode showing on channel U is tmr, my bfday! THere are many things I like abt Goong. Primarily the charming little Yul! When Floria came to my house, which was few days ago, I was telling her who I thought I looked like. And I realized I look like both Yul and Shin. Technically, my eyes are single lidded like Shin's but when I look at someone, the feeling is more like Yul. I know how to give that cute Yul look! (I have been practising it in the toilet!) And I did silly stuff like pausing the video to take pics of YUl when he appears... no wonder Qun Yuan said I took so long to watch! But today I had no chance to do it cos cam batt already flat. The subtitles suck! It has lots of grammar errors until I became quite pissed reading them. Some problems I encounter is the loading part where my com takes really slow. But today was considered good, comparing to those days where I totally did not bother and shut down the com. Today I ended at the Wedding nite which was so funny... I don't like the parts when the old ppl come in cos it gets a little boring, but my interest is again aroused when I look at the silly Chaegyung.
Ok. Gotta go and sleep so I can live energetically on my bfday. See ya!

Joke

2006-11-17T02:10:00.000-08:00

Haha... Let me give you a funny joke. Here it goes.. Who in NYGH is the greatest chicken? CheeKiaan (aka Ng Chee Kiat) Haha. I think he's chicken cos he gave me so low marks for my sia and all my wksts so my T3 score was like super low? And he doesn't teach properly. So I got real bad for my mole concept quiz.

Hope my terrapins do not commit suicide... again?

2006-11-16T00:57:00.000-08:00

Wow. I just rescued 2 of my terrapins frm danger! The whole terrapin pond is in a mess! Yesterday, Don't know how they managed to topple the whole heavy flower pot until it's still lying in the pond. I am not going to dirty my hands to dig it out. Reminded of Silky. I didn't tell many ppl abt her death though. She fell to her death. 5 storeys down was enough to crack her shell and leave her in a pool of her blood. My condo some more high ceiling! Here's a memory of my 2 late lobsters. The red and black ones. The black one died when I went to Shanghai cos my neighbour said it hadn't been eating? Now left my favourite, longest reared, cutest, smallest blue lobster. (tt was such a "loser's statement")I do miss my lobsters... and my turtles... Pls come back to life... Reminiscing my turtles: There WAS Sandy, Silky, Sneaky, Timpani, Reebok, Paperweight, Bishop Tutu. From the babies' tank: Oscar, Remus, Pinnochio, Gina, Tina. There IS Black, Snobby, Turquoise, Piccolo, Viola, Opal. I have good memory. I am sure I did not miss out anyone.

talking to myself

2006-11-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

Ooh world wide web! There's a super valuable post in Fiona's blog! Everybody go and read it now. Then come back to read my post. She has enabled the fat and ugly to feel sexy! Ya mann!I admire you Fiona. You are only exactly 5 years older than me yet you are able to craft such a solid argument. You rock!
I don't know why I am here again. Probably cos I love talking to myself. I am narcissistic. (as Estelle puts it) Warning: If you think I am getting too personal, go read Fiona's blog if you haven't done so. I finished my math hw! Nobody shld congratulate me though. Firstly cos it's math, not english essay or chi zuowen. Secondly cos I shld have done it 1 day ago. There are a handful of questions that I don't know how to do yet. Waiting for my private math tutor, Ms Mai. Don't forget this Saturday, Ms Mai! Next up. Chem! Jiayou Fel. You got to utilize wad's left of today to finish yr Chem hw... If not you will be behind time.
No cca tmr! Long live Trevor Sze! I checked and checked yahoo grps. Better make sure really no cca. Too good to be true. So, tmr I can have a mini party just for me and myself. I will go buy my food, come back eat in the comfort of my home wf music! Good heavens my mum will go to her ladies grp. Believe it or not, I din talk to my mummy today. I am a big girl! The cold wars have only begun. Ahya. Actually I don't feel good liddat la. So sad my mummy dao me... Sobs.

Matrices...

2006-11-14T21:38:00.000-08:00

I am waiting for Qiu Ting to come back... When she does, we shall go eat lunch at aijisen (sp?) to celebrate our bfdays! I give you a treat k, Qiu Ting? Right now I am stuck at finishing my math hw. I wanted to finish yesterday lor... I don't seem to rmb wad's matrices all about. I learnt it before I went to China and I rmb I was like so pro in it but now it seems I have to learn everything again. I am mugging today. Went out yesterday. Half fun, half not fun. Fun during the 2nd half where I shopped without my mum. I chased her away. Serious. I went home by myself later. My agenda for the rest of today is to finish my math hw, practise piano, (don't think can blade cos raining...), watch goong. I don't think this is boring at all. Wait till you hear wad I did outdoors yesterday. I was staring at my matrices hw just now. Totally clueless abt the 1st question. So I decided to write a post to relax for a while.
Yesterday I went to take my report bk. Academically, I suck. Surprizingly Huang laoshi gave me excellent for conduct! And in the comments she said I was well-mannered. Yay! I love being guai! Sadly, my Bio and Chem deproved. I must go and read more sci books aft finishing my holiday hw. Last night I had a nightmare that I had to study for a bio quiz which included microorganisms, medicine (don't know where I got that from) and wadever else. But I lost my bio notes! I was feeling so panicky until I woke up with my comforter sprawled all over me. Crap. Then I snoozed until 9:30am. Lazy me!

Quiz false or true?

2006-11-13T05:32:00.000-08:00

I took a personality quiz from www.quizbox.com and there's this section which irks me. The questions are really weird and out of point so I don't advise you guys to take it although it's only 9 questions long. (I only have enough time for this) Anw, Here's the freaking part:

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

A load of crap! I just can't stand it! I am sure you think it's crap rite? I can't be a flirt.

My private blog... Since nobody's interested

2006-11-13T04:45:00.000-08:00

Is the tagboard spoilt? Why you ppl not tagging? My bfday coming and you guys still don't want to wish me happy bfday. No present nvr mind. At least make an effort to say smth! Damn pissed wf you all. Wad's the point of having friends like that? My blog rocks yet you don't visit it. Shame.
If you like me then you can come for my bfday party. It is 18 Nov, 11am. Got pizza at my house. And bring yr blades if you wanna blade. I don't know if this publicity will help at all. Actually you don't come even better. then I will have more food to myself. Is just that my parents ask me to call ppl. If you are dying to attend my bfday party then tell me via tagging.
Since this blog is in some way or another my personal blog, I will write personal stuff. So you better not read the rest of this post. You die of heart attack aft reading then not my problem.
I will finish my math holiday hw tmr.
I will find out all my holiday hw later.
I will start on tuition hw and 3 of my SIAs by this week.
I will complete all my other holiday hw before I start on my SIAs.
I will learn Chi and Eng vocab everyday.
How am I feeling this holiday? 40% playful, 40% Hardworking, 10% Happy, 10% sad
What do I feel like doing this holiday? 25% Finish my holiday hw, 25% Study, 20% Practise piano, 20% sports, 9% Shopping, <1% do theory hw + go cca + read

2006-11-12T02:33:00.000-08:00

Today I went to church! I haven't been able to go for the past 2 weeks... And I feel my Sunday's not the same. Certain ppl ponned church. Naughty naughty. Reasons? Today did something really wrong. Hush hush. Secret. I din exercise! Instead I fell asleep. For 2+1/2 hrs. Anw, I just woke up to blog. See, blogging is my priority! Hahas. No, it shld be QT is my priority, rite Fiona? (For those who don't know the acronym esp Qiu Ting, it doesn't refer to you. lol.)Somebody (although I still rmb who) said I looked like a gym girl today. Probably cos of my jacket? (I don't mind ppl giving feedback on my dressing actually.)
I have been really bad this weekend. I haven't finished my theory corrections! (Which is loads) This sucks. I promise myself i will go finish it rite aft this. And I haven't done lots of stuff. Too distracted with shopping lah. I am going to buy somebody's bfday pressie this Tues! Wonder who is the lucky person hor? okay, I shall not act ignorant. Oh, I got feedback on my blog! Qun Yuan likes the music. But she says she wanna see my pics! For once somebody can appreciate my soso-looking features. ok, will upload soon. If only somebody can teach me how? Oh, time to show some gratitude to the shifus. The ultimate shifu is Qiu Ting, if not you will not be reading this with Perhaps love and my pretty daniel. Second person. Kimberlyn! You taught me how to do the tagboard cos you complained there wasn't one! There's cca tmr. So anticlimatic (for me). I kinda miss the days in Fudan now. Don't need go cca. Hahas.
Why am I stoning in front of my com? If it's not too much to ask, can you guys visit my blog more often? Cos it has been 9 consecutive days wf nobody visiting my blog. I am aware of the dilemma btwn Shin and Yul. I have gone to check the hotties out and I think Kimberlyn's rite. Yul is loads cuter! Sry Qun Yuan.

Just chatting

2006-11-10T23:33:00.000-08:00

Hi guys! Qun Yuan's here at my house! Sry I am such a lousy entertainer until I have decided to blog in yr presence. I know you will be cursing me when you read this. Anw, this part of the post is for you! I know I showed you my esprit jeans and nike jacket and my mother insisted i show that thingy but refused. I know my mother is super jealous I bought so many clothes and that Charrissa's mother has a handbag worth $5000. She's like that. Then in front of you she will say :" buy all these stuff waste money one. Don't get into the habit." but deep inside she wants to possess all that stuff. See how long she can hide those emotions.
Qiu Ting! Enjoy yrself pls... Go climb yr mountains! I wld have gone with you to do all that if only my parents are filthy rich like Charrissa's.
Fiona. The last thing you will do is visit my blog. Cos you have 2 more essays to write and you seem really distracted judging from wad you write in yr blog.
Oh! Tiffany! Sry I din see you at China meeting ysterday cos I ponned it. Overslept? Good enough excuse? I want to say you are really pro at yr piano Tiffy! Always. I want to see you play! And you are a really enjoyable person.
And now my parents are talking to Qun Yuan. Just now they were quarreling with each other rite, Qun Yuan? See, I have a witness! And now it's raining. How the hell can we blade? Yesterday I bladed and played basketball aft the rain which was like 4+. No sun no tan. But I don't mind. it was still fun anw. I want to go shopping! Who wants to go wf me to Wisma Atria? Buy more stuff and get mummy really jealous now...

China trip

2006-11-08T16:01:00.000-08:00

Hi I am back! Actually I refused to write abt my trip but since Qiu Ting and Qun Yuan want to know wad's it like, I shall write smth abt it.
If you ask me for a word to describe my trip, it would be boring. Boring because I did things which didn't interest me. For example the cultural stuff like visiting museums. Moreover I hated the env cos it was polluted and dirty. Ppl smoke like nobody's business and smelly cars drive nxt to you as if they think you like their smell. I think the entire trip did a great diservice to me. Firstly, I became lazier. Everyday in addition to the boredom, we come bck to hostel wf nothing to do except watch tv. I watched volleyball where i saw the China team vs Russia. It was damn disgusting mann! The Chinese were damn fat! Their thighs and arms were sticking out so unsightly as compared to the Russians who were much taller and skinnier. And by judging their appearance, I already knew who would win. This brings me to the nxt point which is why I think I became unhealthier. The food there is so fattening! They use oil for every dish and fry up most of their stuff. I was trying to avoid fried stuff but came to a point where everything was fried so I prayed to God to prevent me from getting a sore throat. I think I became unhealthier also because I had no chance to excercise. i did not get to go blading and only played basketball for like 1 hr in two weeks? I lost my tan too. Cos I was all wrapped up in long sleeved shirts and little skin was left exposed.
Hahaha Jiaoda and Jinyuan ppl! I am back already! You guys just TRY to enjoy yrselves lah. On the positive side, I think the trip was kind of relaxing.

2nd day here

2006-10-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

Com here is really slow. have to go soon. I am well.

Police investigations in progress

2006-10-23T03:41:00.001-07:00

Hi.

Police investigations in progress

2006-10-23T03:41:00.000-07:00

I am starting to get impatient cos Anon has not revealed his identity yet.
I agree with Qiu Ting and Nicky that Anon is an immature person cos he needs 2 names to support its stand. Moreover, it has misread my posts cos I nvr said I was sexy, only chio and sporty. Btw, ppl who do not identify themselves will be regarded as animals in my blog.
I am sure everyone wants to know who that nasty animal is. Good news for you cos I have already come out with a few suspects with concrete evidence. Firstly, let me warn everyone that its content is bias. Aft testing its solution with universal indicator, it turned red, indicating that it is NOT the green NEUTRAL colour. Instead, it was swimming with angry little H+ ions. Secondly, I suspect that it has more than 2 names cos Emily Dickinson might just as well be that animal. My inference is supported by the obvious tone of vengeance which is present throughout its 4 tags. Note: Anon=Anonymous. Anonn2=Anonymous too.
Everybody pls stay calm as I deal with that animal and bring it to justice asap.

Survey

2006-10-21T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, I want to know wad you think of my blog so tell me if my posts are boring by tagging a yes or no. And tell me what you like or dislike abt my blog. Also, tell me how frequent you visit my blog. Yep. Thanks ppl!
Btw, I am going to China very very soon. So will miss you guys!

Go to hell you Anon guy!

2006-10-21T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today was damn fun! I am sure Qun Yuan enjoyed it too! Ooh... I went roller blading, and in 7 hours time I got my first pair of skates! (Not that I will buy a second pair cos my parents are already broke.) My very first time blading you know... and I bet many of you haven't touched a roller skate. Hahahaha. Go beg yr parents to take you skating ppl! I fell down dunno how many times but falling down is soo fun on the skates! Qun Yuan, don't be afraid of falling cos you didn't fall once today. My father was so show off. He wanted to show how pro he was and he fell down in front of us!
Sorry Annonxzzz, cos I think I offended you somewhere? Could you kindly reveal yr identity now?

Sorry mama...

2006-10-19T23:02:00.000-07:00

You can't imagine how tired I have been throughout the week! I slept at 8 yesterday. It was partly because I argued with my mum. I wanted to bang piano but I couldn't find my jotter book. I was like "oh shit. My stupid mother misplaced my book again?" So false accusations went around the house. (Luckily my dad wasn't in if not this wouldn't happen) Hahaha. Then I reluctantly walked away from the piano and locked myself up in the room. It was at that very moment when I saw that stupid jotter book scattered with my tuition homework... I got so fed up.
Btw, I have at least 10 hrs of tuition homework to do. Tuition tmr. Work done, not even worth 1 hr. And, don't forget I am going roller skating tmr morning! After that got mission trip meeting. Then tuition.
Oh. if you don't know there's smth called the genocide in Sudan, then go and read abt it. I am just doing my job to educate you guys. Hahahaha. And as you might have guessed, it irks me when ppl take the mickey out of Chem.

me yesterday, today, and the days to come.

2006-10-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

I lovelovelovelovelove basketball! Ooh... (to the guy I do not know how to call) I bet I can throw the ball further than you. Hahahaha. I just finished playing for 1+1/2 hr today. I am sick of the taste of plain water. I have been drinking it to replenish my sweat. Hahahahaha. For ppl who haven't realized, some content of the previous post was meant to be sick and false. I just want to see what comments will start coming in... Ooh, so estatic to see that some of you have been fooled. And to the person who calls herself Emily Dickinson (altough she must be of lower intellect than she thinks she is), you gave yrself away cos I know you are Sec 3 and I only introduced my blog to some sec 3s. Yes, start shivering now for having sick thoughts of me.

2006-10-18T20:18:00.000-07:00

Fel thinks her new look is sporty and chio. Don't you dare disagree with her.
I loved the shopping yesterday. Thanks for accompanying me, Qiu Ting and Sophia! What's with tubes you Qiu Ting... And don't ever threaten to tape my mouth up! I wonder how much you shopped aft I left, or rather how much you ate... How could you forget yr phone! Fine. This is so random.
Aha! Nxt week I am going bikini shopping with Nat and Nicola. Ooh, so excited! Quickly go shopping before I go to China... Then when I come back, we can go to Sentosa's Fort Siloso beach for beach volley with Daniel, Jon and gang!
Hahahaha ppl. You are sooo jealous of my holiday huh.

Sports and sports and some more sports!

2006-10-17T21:39:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. Today I exercised since 7 +, now is 1:30pm, so you can imagine how much sweat came out of me... And, I sweat a lot! I drank about 1 litre of water just now, + some mineral salts frm my H2O? Hey, life finally has meaning to me aft my all-day-stay-at-home-study days. At least I get to run around and work my long, slender legs! Hahahaha. Ego. But I still haven't got time to bang the piano... Today aft sch got shopping, tmr got cca, day aft tmr got China programme meeting. So all my evenings are fully occupied. Irritating!
I simply love ball games! I play net ball cum basketball. (Basically just dribble my way to the scrawny net without board.) And I play individual volleyball too! (As in just hitting the ball to myself.) I think volleyball is an anti-social game cos there's no body contact with yr opponent and the 2 teams are divided by the net. Well, just like tennis or badminton, but this is a big divide between 2 grps of ppl ya...
These are 10 reasons why I shld join net ball in JC.
I love ball games.
I have thin legs and arms.
I have broad shoulders.
I have long fingers to catch the ball.
I am a fast runner.
I have short human reaction time.
I got A for my netball last year.
I will be healthier.
I will have a permanent tan.
I will regret if I don't join.

I hate this sch!

2006-10-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

You will not believe that I have been wasting my precious post exam time in the com lab? Blogging? The stupid sch is so selfish! Why can't we go home... or go out? Hahaha... Tmr don't forget our shopping, Qiu Ting! I played basketball twice, logged on to this blog twice, ate twice... Sick! Some more got CCA and wad irritating China programme meeting?! Aft getting back IH paper, I was thinking: "Got 3+1/2 hour to kill." Now I am at my last few seconds cos got to go meeting liao. See how I waste my time? Argh. Hate it! I rather go home and bang a few shots of piano! Shit. I think the meeting has started. Have to dash 4 levels down.

Analysis of EOYs

2006-10-16T20:28:00.000-07:00

Second report. I am basically going to define wad's luck here since LiFeng, Wu Hong, Qiu Ting, Charis and I have been talking abt luck in our exams recently. Wu Hong says luck is crucial for her good grades and Lifeng blames luck for her bad grades. (Although it doesn't look bad to me at all...) And I "donated lucky cells" to Qiu Ting and Charis before receiving the Chem paper. (I told you we are lame.) So what exactly is the x factor that we simply call luck? How I wish I can solidify that luck and make it something that will be with me from "craddle to grave". Hahahaha.
Hey, no more papers to get back so no more stress for the year! Impatient ppl pls stop reading now cos I am going to analyse my physics mistakes and condemn some setters here. Number 1 mistake: Do too fast. I completed almost all the science paper 2 papers in 1 hour. I think Wu Hong will be laughing cos this is considered slow to her... Fast and many careless mistakes throughout! Kill yrself Fel. Those are precious marks! Grow yr bionic eyes to pick out those key words? Number 2 mistake: Setters' fault. Questions that appeared difficult to me turned out to be the simplest, bai chi questions in the entire paper! Don't think too hard Fel, cos it can nvr be that hard for you. Number 3 mistake: Don't ichy hand. Who asked you to add in the word "laterally" in front of "inverted"? I know I was super bo liao aft the paper and wasted my ink writing this... Cost you 1 mark leh! Number 4 mistake: Get your darn units right! Number 5 mistake: Explain concepts in context!
Calm down Fel. Although you can live with yr physics marks, you definitely cannot live with these mistakes. Correct yrself or prepare to lose out! Oops. What has all these got to do with luck? Sorry I got carried away ppl.

Report

2006-10-16T20:17:00.000-07:00

This is a non-serious report. So laugh ppl! I received my physics results which I can say, caused me a lot of displeasure. But my IH results were funny! I simply love to critique stuff/sources and wow! Not bad. I scored 2o plus! I feel I have this ability to predict results so I expectedly scored really really bad for my essay. Argh. Anyway who cares rite? Hahahahaha. And they said I must read widely and jump out of the box, obviously this made me guilty... I don't purposely go and read widely but I will sort of remember if I come across smth that is worth remembering... I didn't even manage to pick out that the sources were majority from US, so don't know how I got "reasonably good grades"! Ok. End of report.
Of course God must be helping me. Hahahaha. I love God.

Lame ppl read this

2006-10-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

Lame ppl, read this. Before the lame thing, let me tell you that I am half dead now. I went for music class at 4:30 when it was supposed to be at 5:30. 1 hour, waited like a freak. Tried to get some theory homework done but was too wet (cos right aft shower) to concentrate. When I finally went in, my tch said "Mozart!". Damn it! I haven't touched this for >1/2 yr? I hate Mozart sonatas! They are sooo feminine, cannot bang, must be gentle... Looks like I am going back to the timid way of playing the piano. When it came to theory lesson, I was already dead. I am supposedly relaxing now, so revived to half dead. And shucks. CCA tmr. Another long day.
Today I met the lamest ppl. Qiu Ting and Charis. I tolerate your lamenest cos it makes you cute. Oops, forgot I am one of them cos I joined their "lame society" or wadever? Nvr mind. It's good to socialize with lamers!
I am getting my tan back! Today, it feels that I am so much tanner aft exposing my skin to UV rays yesterday. I like my new look! Go play more basketball, Fel. Btw, I am a team manager for inter class volleyball, and I get to "be in charge of" a team of PRCs in the Cup place. What a good opportunity! Ooh, dunno wad's it gonna be like, but I can't wait to get my tan back! I like the PRCs cos they are very friendly to me and our friendliness is mutual. Some locals in my class are very rude to me. Some vicious person ransacked my pencil case and used my pen without my permission today! LiFeng says I am shy that's why I can't get along well with them... No! I am not shy ok! How shy will you rate me in a scale of 1 to 10? Tag ppl.
Just now I overheard Cheryl telling Jia Jun that PT likes me. No okay... I just want to clarify here just like I have always wanted to. I know he has been very nice to me and all that but he's just encouraging me to speak up in class. I find him cute but a little too vulgar at times. Hahahaha. It's not good to be vulgar ok... Bad bad example.
Sick of blogging, so see you soon! Probably tmr with news of my Physics paper! (As if you are interested rite? Hahahahaha.)

Sleepy...

2006-10-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

Hey, thanks for tagging guys! It adds lots of life to my blog! And thanks Lifeng for yr encouragement though I think I can still do much better for my Sciences. You are not poor at it, perhaps "richer" in Chinese? Let me warn you, it is not good to be in my shoes (ie. The lousiest in class for both languages.) Everytime I get back language papers, my face turns red and I really want to escape from the LT due to embarassment. Some more, language papers have so many small sections to give out! Frankly speaking, I think languages are super useless and doing well in lang papers are even more useless. Just like what Wu Hong said, the important thing is that you can express yrself fluently. I am not going to hurt my ego with a compre which I scored 3/20. I really don't care. And you shldn't care too!
So today I got back Bio which was slightly better than I expected. I expected a whole bunch of ppl doing better than me but it turned out I still had the privilege of having a clear view ahead! Our class doesn't have many bio experts but I definitely wasn't one last year... Anyway, my mark is considered low in the cohort so I don't think I made any spectacular achievement for this paper.
As for Chem, I expected more from that easy paper but I guess I was super lousy for MCQ... and I misinterpreted a lot of questions. I can't believe someone got 98%? Wu Hong got 95%? If like that then I am super lousy lor! Jamie did well too. She won with external help from her tuition. Wu Hong won with her brains, her intelligence, and I won with my heart, my passion.
Obviously I have to thank God for results that I am able to live with but I really don't know how Physics is gonna be like...

Welcome Qun Yuan to my blog!

2006-10-15T05:50:00.000-07:00

Hi Qun Yuan! hahahaha. I reached here first! Ooh... Can't wait to share abt wad I did today... Unless that ody person is you... (but I really don't think so. That guy just said a monotonous HELLO and left?) I know you can be more exciting than that! Btw, that ody person better own up cos I don't get who you are.
Oh shit. Tmr getting back more papers? I almost fainted aft getting back 2! I bet the rest aren't any better...(like I've always said if you noticed.) This is super freaky ppl! I can't wait to get out of Nanyang, then there will not be anymore Chinese in my life and English will be reduced to a mere GP! Muahahahaha. Then Science will reign in me! Really can't wait for the time to come. I want to have THAT remote to fast forward my sec sch life. Of course I want to severe ties wf those darn nanyang tchs. Some of them are guilty of pulling down my marks (will not mention names here cos I don't want to popularize them.) But no matter what, my passion for Chem will nvr die...
Ok. Enough of studies. Haven't picked up the newspaper yet. Wonder who is cursing me. Fun stuff! I went cycling today... and took a look at vivo city. Just bought a few DVDs and walked off. I have animae! But it's labelled "clearance sale" so I don't know if it's good a not. Wow. I haven't cycled for years! Next week I am going roller skating! Haven't even tried this yet... oh, the seafood sucks. I know it's ex and all that but I am really feeling a little queasy now...

How to prevent gastric flu.

2006-10-13T19:41:00.000-07:00

I am not so sure if this will work... But it's still good to read this.
How to prevent gastric flu: Do not kiss. Cos surface might be coated with contaminated shit. hahahahahaha.

Everything's ok...I hope.

2006-10-13T19:09:00.000-07:00

Ok. I have sort of calmed down. I sort of feel like saying sry but feel there's no need to cos nvr live life with regrets. There's always a good reason why you did wad you did. Yeah... It's ok. Especially after I have visited you ppls blogs, I am truly enlightened. It's really nice to have friends like you guys. Let's not talk abt studies ok? Since holidays are near and those stupid nanyang tchrs must be slacking... And let's not talk abt tchrs too. Then talk abt wad happened yesterday during cca?
Oh! Something to tell the stringers! Don't practise too hard! My finger bled. Dunno how come but I was playing berkeley (wadever the spelling but I seriously don't care). Towards the end during the 5 bar rest, I spotted this red rim of fluid on my finger tip, just beneath the nail. I immediately stopped Pinyan, showed it to her and thankfully, she gave me permission to wash up, even pack up first. Thank you Pinyan! So, just thought I shld give you ppl a word of caution. Even now it hurts. Don't practise too hard. Your physical health is more important. In fact, I feel we went too far yesterday. 3 hours of sectionals non stop? A bit ridiculous right?
Now, what shld I do during the hols? You definitely have to do some serious stuff, Fel. Pls go and read Chinese newspapers. You have one whole stack accumulating dust at home. Same for English. Then I've got to bang piano! When I am typing this, I can feel a sudden surge of adreneline... but this adreneline is instantaneously suppressed by the thought of doing my stupid theory homework. Drats. Now the fun part... Basketball! I love it but I don't know who will play with me during the hols. I feel so disadvantaged being the only child. Hey ppl, treasure your siblings k. I miss Nicole, Timmy and Ben. When can we meet again!?!? Especially Timmy (Sry I am not writing down yr status cos I don't know how to)cos I enjoy playing basketball with you!
Ok ppl. Make sure you enjoy your hols, if not you will surely regret it.

Get the Shitttt outta me!

2006-10-13T18:08:00.000-07:00

I am freakingly pissed. I can't stand the fact that I did soooo badly for my EOYs. Actually, it's not my fault at all. I got what I deserved in SA and CA, 2 respectable and envied average scores of 75% and 76% respectively. I did all of that with hard work and of course my passion for studying. But now, I have doubts even getting a 70 for my final average score. My life was totally changed when my parents intervened. I have regretted listening to them... and God. I relied too much on him. I feel so disappointed when I see that I am under performing. Probably because I can't take failure. You know what my parents said to me? "So tense up for what?", "You are so stupid cos you need so much time to study.", "You think I never study before issit? Study is nothing in life." I hate them. How can I do well with such negative influence at home? Every week I cry because I get hurt. Everyday, I get into heated arguments with them. They have disrupted my peaceful life! Because of them, I have to sacrifice my academic achievements... but rest assured, I will not let this happen again. I will work even harder. I will ensure they do not hinder me. The most, I will just move out. Just to name a few examples, last week I cried cos I went for mission trip meeting. Not that I wanted to go, but he insisted. I was forced. "Just go as a family..." You shut up. I came back in tears cos the stupid meeting was boring hell. I wasted 3 hours of my precious study time. He doesn't know how precious and crucial that time was to me. (In the midst of preparing for physics and Math test that week.) She said I am selfish cos I don't spend time with them. I wonder who is really being selfish. Take me out just to show ppl I am from the family? Even the person in charge discouraged ppl preparing for exams to attend the meeting! Today, exactly a week ago from the previous time I cried, I cried. Why? Argued again. I don't wanna go breakfast with them cos I really don't like the coffeeshop and also spending time with them. In the end, hahahaha, I win! That's why I am sitting here blogging. But this came with a price. I screamed for 10 full minutes cos I was really angry why I did so badly for my EOYs. I know the reason.
You are not stupid, Fel. You have the capability to achieve your goals. Just don't be distracted and keep focused. Cultivate all the passion you can.

Relax!

2006-10-13T05:04:00.000-07:00

It's good to be at home! Especially when there's no one in the house! Then I can do wadever I want like watch tv, bang piano (not that its prohibited in their presence). But it's because I feel the fun and freedom... I am loving every second of my life ... for now at least.

Sometimes I really wonder if I have a right brain

2006-10-12T23:26:00.000-07:00

It's meant to be literal. You know the right and left brain? I don't think I have the right one. I seem to be sucking tremendously at English and Chinese! 2 lousy C5s pushed me all the way to the last in class! No matter how many 80 overs I get for Chem, Bio, Physics, Math, I will never clinch top 3... Sobs. Waste of talent. It's not fair!

2006-10-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

hi [^.^]